Dear Sir,

welcome to my SuperNatural existence.

I decided to call it SuperNatural because you have taught me about the nature of Life, the Universe and Everything you have discovered during your lifetime, and if Life and no longer Love be the only meaning one can apply to this existence then mine is an existence and not a Life without my writing to you my return Loveletter.

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My Loveletter is to you, Professor, as i fell out of love with the rest of Humanity a long time ago and as i struggled to keep my never ending suicide notes, of sorts that were less woeful and ending it all now, kind of thing, in endless daily journals of scribbled poetry and prose about everything beautiful in my mind = except and accepting the ugliness of the past, being then the present, everyday waking nightmares, tortured visions, sleep deprivation to the brink of death and beyond, makes it my determined effort to leave all that behind and write you beautiful love and care,

poems and songs,

if i would dare,

to make you glad you said it right,

and the meaning IS LOVE,

if life's not quite what you like x 

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